Just ranting

I would never be with someone I met from school...or around school. No high school sweetheart or anything like that.
Not even in any dance or prom. Duh, I've never been to one. Never had the chance to. Not even in college.
Not in weddings cos my family weddings are usually damn Chinese. With most of the guests being more conversant in Chinese. Which is damn fail for me. And loves to listen to ching chong songs. Which I'm only ok with a few selected ones.
I'll never have the opportunity where someone picks me up from a crowd. Where I get noticed from afar.
I've never got to experience what it was like to be with someone who has been a friend first or met physically / get introduced before we jump into a whole new level of friendship.
I wish I'm not that impatient sometimes. I wish I had more choices sometimes. I wish I could go out more. I wish I could see more. If my line of career isn't helping me to socialise, I wish I could do it myself.