So I turned down a higher paid job. Just because I was enlightened about working for passion / for money by someone. I chose my passion. I chose to stay as a semi-professional. Understand that.
I still love my company. I'm also interested in the new company. Very. At the moment. I attended the event because of the company. Having any slight interest in attending the concert? Nope. But since the chance is there, go see la what the hype is all about. Slight interest in wanting to have fun? Yes but only after the given opportunity to attend said event. Understand that. Bad planning? Yes, I admit. I'm sorry. Really sorry. Understand the dilemma I was in too. Understand the situation I am in too. Not everything can fall into the right place.
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One year feels like a long time, yet, it seems like it hasn't been too long ago. I'm missing you. Terribly. It's killing me inside. On the other hand, I know I have made you upset. I'm sorry. I'm just trying to juggle everything right now. I guess it's time for me to take a step back and be thankful for what I have. I wish I can even do that right.
Oh God. Give me the ability to discern right from wrong; the ability to understand things; and the ability to act appropriately.
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