Drove back to Nilai with brains half dead. Seriously. I could feel my brains needed some kind of recharge after not sleeping enough for the past week (partying, mamak and phone calls :P). It was raining rite? Not hreavily la so danger level not so high. Left office at 6.45pm. Sky was getting dark. Had to go back home first to get some stuff smore. Left Puchong at 7+. Dark already. Raining mar. Was falling asleep while driving. Kept myself awake by blasting the radio sekuat yang boleh. Don't care if people thought I was jeng. Sang my lungs out to the familiar songs being played, screamed when I was falling asleep and the music felt like a lullaby, shook my head but it gave me headaches everytime I did that, pushed the accelerator further so I could reach home sooner.
Damn fucking dangerous, I tell you. Driving so fast while falling asleep. Didn't want to stop by the roadside to nap cos I was driving alone and it was at night. And besides, Puchong to Nilai is actually not very far weh. "-_-
The effects?
1. Poor vision, due to the rain too. Sometimes, I couldn't be sure if what I saw was a red tail light or not. I have to cringe to make sure that tail light belongs to an existing motorbike in front of me. Otherwise, I would've killed a person.
2. Hallucination. Partly cos of the rain too. You know how fucking annoying it gets with people crossing the road at night on a street that hasn't got any street lights and the people just had to be wearing clothes with colours that DO NOT reflect at night? And they have to cross the road only when they're like 8 seconds before you. Except in this case, the 'people' do not actually exist. It's all in the mind. Makes you think you're crazy.
3. Seeing bumps when there were no bumps. Hallucination no. 2. Omg, and it's the street in my taman la! How many freaking times I used that road already, I still thought there were bumps! Gawd.
4. Being in dreamland for 1 second when your right feet is still on the accelerator and your car is moving. For that 1 second, Hitz was advertising about some 2 celebraties coming up with something. Forgot who and about what. But I remember I thought I heard the word 'house'. Like "[celeb1] and [celeb2]' house on the right (or smthg)". I slowed down on the road cos I thought I was reaching an imaginary bump, my eyes were seeing something different; the road that leads to my house, with the playground on the left and neighbouring houses on the right, was slightly different as there was some stage infront of me or something haha oh and no parked cars on the sides of the road when there actually is. So when I heard what was on Hitz, I gestured to the 'audience' that the 'house' was on the right. After that, *poof*, snapped back into reality. Seriously freaky weh. But damn funny la to think some celeb's concert or something to be held just opposite my house in dead Nilai haha. Stupid.
THANK GOD I came home in one piece. I really don't think I could've done that myself. I got down from my car in disbelief and turned back to look at my car. It was still in one piece. Without a single scratch (except for old scratches laaa). Grateful. Very grateful. Dunno if His angels were really with me then. Cos I knew I was hoping that they were there so I'm not sure if I actually felt them or His presence but what I'm sure, is that He looked after me la. Really couldn't have done that myself. Relly grateful. =D
So I slept once I stepped into the house. And now, so smart, I'm wide awake. Wrong timing laaaa =((
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