I wonder..

I stand at 5' 7". It's an average height if you ask me. If I could, I'd wanna be taller. At least 5' 9". Yes, I'm not satisfied with my height. I wear 3-inch heels to make myself 6' tall, and 1" shorter than Woon :P No, the last sentence is not true. It's the effect of vanity.

My skin is dark and pimply. Unfortunately for me, those 'extra sebum' couldn't find their way out of my pores and decided to stay there and build shelter. When they decide to leave, my face will be a surface filled with potholes. Still, some people find it facinating. I once had this guy telling me he didn't mind if my skin looked like the moon cos all he wanted was the person in me. I had goosebumps and wanted to puke hearing that from HIM. Thank goodness it was a confession over the internet. Otherwise, the acid from my stomach will probably burn his face.

I am inarguably dark. I wish I could be fairer. I wish I would turn back time and my mom would drink lots of milk or foo-chuk barley so I would have snow white skin like my brother. Or be able to choose my ancestors who would be much fairer. Rather than having relatives, friends and random people mistaken me for being a Malay. My surname is Moh, NOT Mohamad!!! Demmitshit, I'm not even a guy!! >.<

I used to have really bad hair. Until the day I straightened it, like 3 years ago. It's so good now that it was worth the 250bux I spent on my waist length hair then. Ok fine, not so waist length. But what do you call a length up to the middle of your back? Middle-lengthed? ??? Anyway, it's getting back to its' original condition now. Dry-ish and big. I dislike the thickness of my hair, but it's envied by many :P (I know I sound bitchy). I'm afraid of haircuts cos I don't think all hairstyles suit me. But then again, I need a haircut.

PMS won't get the better of me. I won't get angry and stuff. I'll just look as if I hadn't slept for days cos I have to rush for an assignment or my face is just not clean enough. The day I have period, will be the worst day of my life. I'd be in great pain that whoever is with me that day will have to suffer. To serve me :P

I do not own a lot of 'assets'. My vital statistics are 34-28-34-I think. I hate the 28. It's just so out of proportion. I own small boobs and bums. Something which doesnt appeal much to men. 'Pretty' and 'beautiful' defines something more than that in the standard the society set. Am glad that it's not easy for me to get fat, but still wish I have flesh.

All in all, I'm skinny, dark, zitful, messy, no 'body', and lots of other things that doesn't make me like other typical girls; clean, neat and tidy. But am glad I'm not a pink and purple girl. I'm starting to get so sick of that. I love blue. I've said that before =)

So who wants to marry me? +D