You'll never know, when you've never tried.

19 March, Saturday, 8am.

Woke up in a blur state after about 4 hrs of sleep. Took a quick shower, and went to Limkokwing to settle my overdue school fees. Everything settled at about 10-ish. Dad found this 'library' that showcases Limkokwing's 'creativity' in various fields and decided to spend sometime there. I myself, being in Limkokwing for 2yrs, haven't been in there. So I thought I might as well check it out too. As usual, it was the pride of the bald guy.

Anyway, went home at about 11-ish. Went back to sleep till 5pm. Took another shower, dressed up, got ready for a dinner with my 'hommies' ;) Things got bad while putting on my make up :( I dropped my loose powder on the floor, it pecah and then it habis :( So that part took more time than I should've been in front of the mirror. I wasn't exactly feeling so well already. Could feel I was going to come down with a flu and a sore throat.

Left the house at 6-ish. Caught the 6.30pm train to MV, got calls from Vicky asking me where was I and all cos I should've been there at 7pm :P Reached MV at 7.30pm, collected Rachel's photos from Fotokem, bought alkaline batteries cos I forgot to charge my batteries, and met the girls in Aunty Nat's. They serve great homemade-like dishes.

Had a helluva time with the girls and their boyfriends, except mine wasn't there :( This was an outing to meet each other boyfriends anyway, especially when Sue got her new 'boo', Rogers, and Vic with her Peter Pan...I mean Peter Tan. Aunty Nat's arrangments of furnitures are insipired by I dunno what also. They use a lot of timber to create a sense of wuts-dat-word? Old? Anyway, they had a lot of benches. So we were sitting on a square table with four benches around it, each couple sat on one. I had to sit alone on one bench since I had no date :( I put my stuffs on both sides of the bench haha. My 'hommies' called me ah ma since i had my hair tied up in a 'bun'. IT WASN'T A BUN! IT WAS TWIRLED!! But anyway, I did feel like one when I realised I was as if sitting at the end of one long table with all my children and their spouses on my sides. Like a family reunion dinner y'know? Just without any kids yet.

Food was great, but it wasn't great for Jas when she had to beg everyone to eat her Yok Choi chicken hahaha. Sat for quite a while after food while talking about the plan to Genting sometime later. I was sneezing more in Aunty Nat's and was more definite I was going to get flu soon.

Finnegan's was next...yes, MY suggestion. And I made the fool out of myself. I just wanted to taste their slippery nipples but it turned out it was LADIES' NIGHT!!! Three free drinks listed on the coupons. Thought of having a wine before I jump into liquors first. Details of who has what drinks may have been told by Sue so I won't elaborate it here :P We liked the bar btw. Took lots of photos. I even did some pole dancing on the bar haha.

Vic kept saying "Bottoms up!!" and throughout every drink, we had to down them and we didn't have much time to spare. I downed a glass of white wine, and then oh, I didn't down the soda whiskey. it was horrigible. I downed the sprite vodka, and a concoction of 2 coke vodka and 1 coke whiskey. From my normal skin colour, I turned into a lobster, or maybe if I was wearing some Chinese warrior clothing, I could've looked like Guan Gong's apprentice.

We were all feeling light-headed, well, at least I was. DiZzYyy, HOTTT, happy-HaPpy kinda feeling, was laughing out loud, laughing at just about anything, walked backwards when I tried to walk and hit a guy sitting innocently at the bar with the face like "What's your problem?" Hey, you've just been bumped into by a leng lui ok? And she was nice enough to say she was sorry. Haha..

I wasn't drunk, really. Just tipsy, slightly. I mean, I only had like 3 glasses. Now I remember, I didn't have 4. Sue downed my whiskey for me cos Rogers downed hers for her haha. I was still alert about my surroundings. I still knew what 10 fingers were. I could still catwalk. But I didn't know I didn't have change for my train ticket, the bloody counter was closed, and my vision got poorer. I couldn't stand it, and accepted the offer to stay over at Jas'. Of course, after going through the process of my mom sreaming at me over the phone for not going home that night. Added ache to my already aching head.

Yih Shin sent us back to Jas'. I got out of the car and opened the gate. I practically fell forward and hung my head over the gate. I just felt so weak. I took about 1minute to shove that key into the hole, Sandy came over. I kept saying "Sandy...Sandy...San..." I kept calling her and she kept ignoring me. I got so weak I squatted down on the floor. Jas was coming in already and locking the gate up. I continued to call Sandy but she was still ignoring me. I dunno why I was doing that when I knew Sandy couldn't recognise me well anymore, or maybe she just don't like me :(

She sat down finally and looked at me. I tried to pat her but was too far to reach. I touched her nose instead. After about 2secs, she suddenly snapped back. She barked and bit my fingers. :( I screamed, got up (fuiyoh like suddenly so zheng san) and walked to the house. I knew I needed to sit down. Was getting a blackout so I sat beside the turtle pond. The pain was indescribable. It just a darn dog! Imagine if it was a bigger animal. Now I know how it feels.

I was having flu, headache, my hearing was a lil muffled already, was dizzy, my fingers were aching and it felt as if they were swollen, felt hot,felt weak, was breathing heavily...a mixture of so many different kind of feelings. Jas hurried me to go wash my hands. I went downstairs, opened the tap and allow the water to run through my fingers. I couldn't take it anymore. I knelt down with my hand in the basin, and started crying. Poor Jas had to serve me. She washed my fingers with soap, comforted me while I was sobbing. And then she took me upstairs to the hall saying she's tell her dad. I lied down on the couch, continue to sob, and letting my fingers bleed. She then came downstairs with her dad and said she'd bring me to the doctor cos I needed to get a jab. I got up, took a look at my wound and OMG! They never looked so bad :P I should've taken a photo.

Went to the 'mini hospital', my vision was still blur. I couldn't even take out my purse. One hand wounded, the other one holding the phone. Jas had to do it again for me :( They dressed my wounds, gave me some medicine, and I think it was quite costly. I feel so bad cos Jas paid :( Sorry babe, if I didn't get myself in that condition, I wouldn't have stupidly attempt to touch Sandy or I might have not even seen Sandy that night. As they were dressing my wounds, my hand was shaking. Dunno if it's the alcohol or the pain. I should've taken more photos.

Hrm, long post. Dunno who will read this.