Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Darn it

Somehow I'm wish things are not what it is like now. I wish I am free to do anything I want without worrying about other things. Or, I wish I am not in a situation where it is making me how I feel now. Life is just so complicated. I wish life is so much easier to handle than what it is like now. I hate this feeling; but I like it at the same time.

However, if I continue to keep this feeling, I'll somehow make this feeling grow stronger and bigger. And then followed by betrayal; or even a loss of friendship. Then, life will certainly be a bitch. But if I don't keep this feeling, it may soon die off; but I'd suffer the most in the process. I guess that's even better then? One suffer is better than a whole lot people suffer with you, rite? Oh, wuteva.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what's bothering you, my dear?
everything will be find in the end.
dont worry.
dont let your feelings haunt you down.

juliamoh said...

That's so sweet of you May Yee!! I feel so happy you dropped a comment on my blog. I thought no one would ever care. Anyway, those feelings die off soon after I wrote that. Nothing serious. I'm ok now. :) Thx for dropping by!! :)