Starters

Ello ello ello.....well, not exactly in a super duper good mood now, nor in so very depressing or bad mood or whatsoever...ah, but just kinda clueless of what to blog for now. Just dropped a post in Woon's blog last night using my Dad's comp. Using his comp everytime just don't make me feel like surfing the web more or doing anything else more than talking to Woon, check my mail, and occasionally posting in Woon's blog - when I feel like it.

So, yea, I'm on my second sem break now. This time, it's about 3 months long. Whoa, long break. I just wish I have a job to like shop for 3 months :P Wahaha...dunno why I have Paris Hilton in mind now. She's such a spoilt brat. And Nicole Richie's fat. She's kinda pretty but not all the time. And oh, yea, Paris Hilton does remind me of someone, now I remember. Haha..my classmate Nadia. That spoilt brat kinda look, a model figure and face, a nothing-doing-kinda-person [if you know what I mean], and she's not all that nice [apparently] :P . So yea, whatever. Not like I fancy Paris Hilton, after seeing her in The Simple Life. Argh, spoilt...so spoilt.

So, anywayyy...*exhales...* Having a sore throat now. Kinda messed up with my feelings just now when talking to Woon. Dunno why I always mess myself up in the end everytime I bring a controversial subject up to him. I mean like when we have different ideas about stuffs and when I voice out my own idea, in the end or usually halfway through, I'll be unsure of myself...or the whole thing that I've always wanted to say...like now... sigh... It's as if I've been distracted or something....When I think I do have a different point of view or something, in the end I'd probably think I was just being oversensitive or a paranoid. Sigh...whatever...

So, yea. Mom's in China, but before she left, she gave me something to think about. Not that she purposely did but it was like she mentioned it in one of our conversations. Whatever she mentioned lifted up my conscience - was she being right or was I being insensitive or too blind to see it? Or is it just two different perceptions from both parties? Till now I havent got an answer, and I dunno how to get that answer. I really dunno what to think. Not like I can choose to totally ignore the whole idea cos it does matter somehow. Gee, I really dunno....

Anyway, having a sore throat now. Guess I'll have to drink more water, visit the loo more, and get more rest. Oh, yea, I should go back to the office in the morning. Haha..haven't done that yet since I got up at 3pm today. Ooh, hmm, Saturday....someone's got a date....with Yih Shin!! Haha...my best pal Jasmine and her boyie YS :P Hahah...whatever..ciao!!~